Tears On My Pillow By Mya

Im just so fucking hurt right now it doesn't make no sense. Why would the person you care most about in this world, just walk right out of your life like that. I thought he was the only person I had. I just thought this time was going to be right but i was wrong. Two years just gone down the drain just like that. I feel like a piece of me just die. I don't even think I have a heart anymore, he broke it to many times. I guess for now on it's just me and my daughter. No Marriage, No Boyfriend NOTHING! Im done with this thing call love. Love is more than 4 letter word, its so strong. Love is just not my friend no more. I guess Ill finish crying my eyes out, I just cant believe this happen to me

My World

Even when Im down and out or just feel like everything is wrong, I just see her smile to let me know that everything will be ok...

Weekend Fun

Well I'm not going to be on the computer none of this weekend. My boo and I are going to Busch Gardens tomorrow and staying there for the weekend. This the first weekend we spend alone together since I had my baby so you know whats going down [hehe]. Imma try to take pictures and post them up here. It's going to be my first time on a roller coaster [scared as hell].


Updating soon

Random Thought.

If they say bleach can cure cancer, why can't we drink it?

Get Well Drizzy Drake

I hope you get better.
Im glad you care for your fans that much to risk your life.
You still look sexy on the floor :)

Scared.

Sometimes I seat in my room and really just think about my life. I been through alot and I cant get past it. I been hurt by my family,friends & my boyfriend. My mom and my boyfriend probably hurted me the most in my life. My mom never tells me she loves me and sometimes I say to myself, "what did I do to you." I know my real dad left us when I was a baby but she still doesn't have to treat me like Im nothing. I use to be jealous how she treated my half brother because it seem like he gets everything he wanted in life. I sometimes use to cry and listening to my music at night to not think about. Now my boyfriend, I been though alot with him, things some people wouldnt go through with there boyfriend. He lied,cheated,left me for another girl and then came back,talk to me any kind of way and everything you can possible think of. The day he change is when i went off on him. Since then we been happy and I just hope I stay this way for a long time. I have my own family now and the things i learned in life and saw, i will never do that to them. Im just scared i would let them down

Introduction.

I been on here since april and I never did a introduction haha

Shalona.19.Reside in Va but wants to move to florida.I have a daughter and a boyfriend.My mom doesn't like my boyfriend [i dont know why so oh well]. Oh yeah im with my baby daddy [some people thought we wasnt going to last]. I love r&b and dancing. I dont have alot of friends because I have trust issues that I need to work on but I do have a couple that are real. I love drizzy drake and his music. I was a fan when he was on degrassi. I wanted to go to college when I graduated [08] but I got pregnant during the summer so imma try again. Im jobless, nobody is hiring so blah. I do have a bitchy attitude but I try to be nice so people won't see that side.